Secrets

Sometimes keeping things too much to myself makes me ever so frustrated and I feel like a huge fuzz ball of emotions. Icky, unwelcome emotions. But then, who to tell it to? I feel like a burden, like I am intruding, or as if my secrets are going places because girlfriends have a tendency to share everything with their boyfriends, or like I am over exposing myself and increasing my own vulnerability to people who might use them against me in future.

I am paranoid and going a little crazy.