December 2011
6 posts
All I want for Christmas...
I miss you. You being here this time did more for us than the past two trips could do, I got to enjoy the mundane everyday things other couples take for granted. We played house and we cooked and baked cookies; we took turns washing the dishes and you helped me with chores; we watched a cliched holiday movie (New Year’s Eve) which I loved and you dismissed as meh, we went shopping and I...
Happy things
Boyfriend sent me a box of adorable stationery a week ago as a surprise, and I took half of it to my office to put it around my desk. He stuck sticky notes on every single thing in the box, including his letter, and it made me smile so much just to read the things he wrote.
So incredibly lucky.
And because the roses have all wilted save for one I am pressing, I used the vase to store all...
Detachment
The worse thing is wanting someone so badly and wishing for him to love me back but he remains so unaffected and immovable and no matter what I say or what I can do he is still forever distant and away and I feel like this is eating at me and I don’t know how to make it stop.
