January 2010
20 posts
The What-ifs
Someone at work recently asked me for my FB account, and when I politely said that I dont have one, she exclaimed “Wah, you no life ah!”
In what way does having a FB account equate to having a (erm) life? Seriously.
I don’t understand sometimes why I keep looking back, and why I can’t seem to forget what happened in the past and still remain fixated on it when I could...
You don't do this to the people you 'love'
Stop ruining everything you fucking pyscho. And stop using me as some sort of a fucking excuse as to why it ended. If I wasn’t a reason at the start, I shouldn’t be now.
She made a deal with the devil to be he for a day
The characters in the story are real, but the things they do are all the result of a fragment of a warped imagination.
The past few weeks have flew by in a blur, working part-time for 2 jobs and then hanging out with my favourite people in the world. I think words fail me whenever I am feeling happy, and I dont quite know what to say. The only blemish to this was that after coasting along for the...
I Am a Patient Boy
dearoldlove:
I am resigned to wait patiently as you go through, talk about, date, or have sex with every other guy in this city for the chance to show you that I’m the one you want.
I can't remember my reasons for leaving
A bad start to a day is waking up after 2 hours of sleep to the Best Friend’s insistent questions and a refusal to hang up, finding myself unable to walk down my street in my heels because my stockings keep making my feet slip out of them, and having to grit my teeth and drag my feet back to my house to change while my neighbours’ maids snigger blatently at me, quarrelling with X in...
I tear it down and put it up (again)
When we were arguing about me working, I apologised, grovelled, begged, because he seemed to have it in his head that it was my fault. And he kept repeating, “This doesnt change anything.”
And when I tried to say that doesnt hold any weight, because this is my way of crawling back to him if I did do something wrong. (At this he scoffed and said an hour of this was not crawling back.)...
J
Like a parasite that never goes away.
It would be the hardest thing
We sit quietly with our heads bent together, our hands close together but not quite touching. I am afraid to talk, afraid to spoil the silence with something that I dont have to say.
Words are too empty in moments like this.
If only you could see me now
Everything now is so perfect, I feel like I can burst into sparks of sunshine and happiness !!! Nothing can quite beat feeling as if I’m on top of the world.
“The best moments in reading are when you come across something - a thought, a...”
– Alan Bennett (The History Boys: The Film) (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
2010
I remember the resolutions that I used to make during the New Year’s when I was younger, naive in believing that a new year wipes the slate clean, as if old feelings and memories would naturally fade away and be of no consequence, as if all the wrong things that I ever did in the past would right itself out, all the old hurt disappear, and the happiness (fleeting as it was as we were too...
