December 2009
17 posts
We're too dysfunctional to be normal
Having half a tuna sandwich for breakfast that was left over from picnic last night, after plans to meet at 10 were hastily pushed back to 12.
There is so much to do, so much to plan. The initial excitment has slowly petered off to a wary nervousness, and it terrifies me how much is weighing on this. How everything in the past year has come to accumulate at this point, and I have to collect...
This is not rocket science
I am selfish and self-centered, and I always want things to go my way.
Maybe I dont love you enough, I never did. Because I know I dont want you at all, and yet I dont want anyone else to have you either.
I'll keep on changing partners until I hold you...
This Christmas was as different as it can ever be from last year’s, and yet the feelings that haunted us were still the same.
“I think above everything else, I like the idea that they were always meant for...”
Tale as old as time
So we snuggled in today to watch disney’s Beauty and the Beast, and agreed that the classic fairytales from Disney were still the best. I remember from when I was young, and my daddy always brought us to Parkway Parade to choose our LDs (no VCDs nor DVDs back then), and we had almost the full collection of all the disney classics. My favourite is Sleeping Beauty though, although I know...
Note.
And you’re always the girl who is going to silently wait for him, be there as a friend for him because you need a reason to stay by his side. But he doesn’t notice, and he parades his different girlfriends and asks for love advice, he neglects you slightly when he is happy but turn to you immediately when he is upset, he makes promises he do not really intend to keep, and he says too...
A circle has no end/ An exception to the rule
Wanted to turn in early today after sleeping at ungodly hours ever since the exams ended, but I just had an argument with a friend over something small but not quite insignificant, and in the end it escalated because he threw what I did before at me and I said some not very nice things. We didn’t resolve it, so I am feeling a little unsettled.
Have been taking too many pictures with...
I could teach you a thing or two
Am already feeling annoyed and bothered by it, and yet all the drama just keeps on coming, it feels like the most vicious cycle and I can’t see the end.
But the weird thing is, this is not my drama. Almost none of my business. But then I always have to be the one helping you to pick up the pieces, no?
How do I tell you what is the best thing for you?
No chance for rewind
Exams are finally over, and except for an extremely unpleasant feeling when I saw the questions on the last paper, I think it went well otherwise.
Two things that have stucked with me through my after exam plans:
1. Am immensely annoyed by the overuse of Ris Low jokes, especially after watching Wild Rice’s production of Beauty and the Beast. Coming after the Hossan Leong show, it makes...
